Day #3 of class

Have no fear I'm not going to count everyday of class, just the first few. Last night was the first Cru meeting of the quarter (year:2012) and it was nice to see the people who didn't go to Indy...as well as those that didn't. Following GoBearcats on twitter though kind of made me sad I missed the game but I got chills from Berg's talk so I guess I made the right decision, I don't really like basketball anyway. I banged my knee last night though, while on my way to talk to a friend who didn't go to Indy, who said that she was excited to talk to me but then she ended up talking to other people instead, whatever I'll catch up with her later. I also got to see (one of/the main) the girl who brought me to Cru last night, for the first time since the end of last school year!! I missed her, didn't realize how much until I saw her smile and got a hug (I know that sounds weird) but she's just so bubbly, it makes me happy. I did, however, leave her talking to M about Europe to go talk to the girl who wanted to talk to me, that's when I banged me knee (which is a pretty shad of blue). I've never been to central Europe so I had nothing to add to that conversation, although it'd have been nice to here about her trip.
I'm excited for the first RallyCats meeting tonight, I may not be as close to those people but it will be good to see them again, maybe grab dinner, and hear all about Memphis. However, before all of that, I need to make it through the next 3 hours, then I can eat lunch and then nap, so very tired. I'm so glad chem lab doesn't start til next week, I still need to find my goggles. Ah, back to the grind.
On a different note I talked to him last night, it was actually a semi-normal conversation, I say semi-normal because it started with me apologizing for practically ignoring him on the way out of Cru but I didn't mean to, my knee just really hurt and I did turn around and say hey. But he said it was whatever and confirmed that he's going ice skating with us (I have a group of about 13) on Friday, I set it up because I liked it last year and was hoping more people would go this year and they are; well some are others said they were and then backed out on me, people who have done that to me a lot this year. Every time I invite said person to something if I don't invite a certain other person they have a tendency not to show. It's not that I doubt they have stuff going on, it's just a pattern I've noticed, because if I invite the other person then the first person finds a way to make it. Coincidence? maybe, maybe not.
I'm also in the process of scaling back my lifegroups/small groups. I'm going to find one and stick with it, I need to build up a solid community and I can't do that if my attention is divided between 2 or 3. So as much as it kills me, Sunday nights with my band friends is just not going to work out anymore, it's not just that, it's also that my Monday is super busy, and school needs to be a larger priority in my life, not that God isn't greater than it all but Sunday night isn't the only time I can go so why not (this is going to sound bad) go when it's better for me. Now I know God doesn't work with our schedules and he shouldn't just fit into my life where it's convenient but that's not what I'm saying. I'm putting lifgroup where it's convenient. Yeah, I know I still have some learning to do. *hanging my head in shame and walking away dejectedly.