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Inspired Name:
You are a highly original and naturally creative person. You are always thinking outside the box.
You are have adventurous spirit, and you are extremely energetic. If you love something, it's easy for you to stay motivated.
You have your own unique take on the world. Your views are both independent and progressive.
You aren't shy about living a bold and interesting life. You are a bit stubborn and headstrong when it comes to what you believe in.
Kind of Person:
TYPE C: Lovable Type
You are a typical little sister/brother in the eyes of the opposite sex. You are a dependent and have less own opinions. Among the 4 types, you are in the type that favor marriage most. You have a vigorous sense of occupying your spouse. You can take every oppportunity to attract other's attention as well. The first impression you give to the opposite sex is your sympathetic look and character. This may account for the reason why others are eager to offer you protection and security. It is suggested that you wear clean and tidy clothes to get further more popularity.
Pattern of my Brain:
Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.
You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.
You're also good at bringing people together - and often play match maker.
You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.
My Flavor:
I taste like Peanut Butter.
I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome.
(If you were not Peanut Butter you would be Tea.) I don't like tea. 
Did you know The US shreds 7,000 tons of worn out currency each year 
Did you know Americans spend $10 million a day on potato chips
My Soul has Violet Eyes:
I understand people well and are a natural born therapist. I am a gentle listener and the ideal confidant.
I believe that this world truly lacks understanding. I try to exercise compassion as often as you can.
I am a compassionate and forgiving person. I am willing to overlook most mistakes.
Affection is like air for me - I need to give and receive it to survive. I need love in my life.

i LOVE it when im right

so i've got two thoughts
first being that i keep telling people not to do things, they dont listen to me and then after the fact they realize they should have listened to me w/o acknowledging the fact that i told them not to do it. I mean this has been happening for years. I have a very logical mind and i have a tendency to think things through very thoroughly, so when i am right and they know it, u'd think they'd continue to listen to me about other things BUT they don't.


second thought: i have a friend that says he's not ready for a relationship because he can't stop thinking about his ex but now he keeps posting things about living everyday to the fullest and not living in the past; this really bugs me, he is being so contradicting. he even told one of his friends and i quote "The past is the past, learn from it. Don't live in it" so why doesn't he take his own advice and move on? i mean im not going to sit around and waste any more time on him but it just bugs me that he's telling others to move on but yet it seems as if he hasn't.


yeah so those are my thoughts

Reds'

So the fam. and i went to a reds' game last night (they won 4-3) for my sister's 24th birthday. She's a braves' fan and that's who they played, so kinda sad her team lost on her birthday but good for the reds, should probably start showing some pride for my home away from home, but i'll never root for the bengals...or the browns ick!!! anyway so that was fun but of course the night i go no one i know goes, then robin and some friends go tonight, im telling u fate doesn't want me seeing people this summer, let's see if dae'shawn, jessie, and scott (possibly w/ chelsea) can change that. I have to say this last week/weekend wasn't that bad, saw harry potter on monday/chris's birthday, saw brittany and koda tuesday, figured out how to get to and from fair wednesday, stayed up all night thursday night into friday morning and went to fair friday, where i hung out with sarah, derek and  ryan, which was fun, went to bed that night at 10pm and got up saturday around 8am so i think i fixed my sleep problem with a deprivation of 30 hrs of sleep, saturday we went shopping and then i think i just sat around then we went to dinner w/ my dad's mom. Sunday, we went to church, the message was actually pretty interesting, then we sat around til about 5:30 and then we headed to cincy and it RAINED the entire ride down there but it stopped before we got there, so im not sure if that counts. (i've only been to one game where it didn't rain and it was w/ cru soo maybe it's just them) today i woke up around 10:30am so im still doing pretty well w/ the whole sleeping thing. I watched letters to juliet, then around 8pm i took Shiloh for a walk and i came back and found my mom watching the bachelorette which got interrupted by the pres. and the speaker of the house  so then we watched Cake boss, i love buddy. then when they were done rambling about what's going on and not coming up with any ways to fix it we went back to the bachelorette and we agree that ashley should so pick j.p. I hope i find love like that one day, they were so cute, ahhh!!

Fair

Went to fair yesterday, met up with Sarah and her boy, Derek. Then Derek convinced his roommate, Ryan to come out, so he showed up. It was fun, for the most part. We got to hang out and catch up but there was a lot of work too. I mean they did a lot of work, i watched, lol. Didn't see anybody i did or did not want to see so that was ok and good. Well except Leslie and that was w/e, she didn't seem to recognize me. It was fun hanging w/ the three of them, however, like i told janie, derek was being a bit of a butt but that's him for u. I do however now understand y the two of them get upset w/ each other and no longer have any fear of that happening to me, it's just who they are. overall it was a pretty good day, a lil hot but still pretty good.

Malachi 1

Chapter 1:1-5
This chapter starts out about God's love for his people. And leads quickly into His people questioning everything He does, much as we do today. It talks of Jacob and Esau, brothers who fight over their inheritance. Esau is to serve Jacob, God decided that before either boy was born. But Esau's dishonesty and vengeance leads God to favor and protect Jacob. He proclaims Esau's people will be known as 'the people with whom God is forever angry'; makes me appreciate that I am not an Edomite. The point of these 5 verses is that God has the ultimate power and God is in control of our world and our lives. He is the potter and we are the clay. It is His choice and His right to do with us as He desires. He is the creator and we are the creatures.
Chapter 1:6-14
These next 8 verses are about the defiling of the sacrifices offered to God and therefore the defiling of God himself, by the Israelites. By offering sick, mutilated, stolen, or otherwise imperfect sacrifices upon an alter to God they were saying that He didn't deserve the best and therefore was only worthy of what they thought was good enough. Their and our lives should be living sacrifices to God. If we only offer what's 'good enough' or leftover we repeat the same sin as the Israelites, which didn't want to bring anything valuable to God. What we give God reflects our true attitude towards Him.

Friends :)

So first quick correction Brittany is not stuck in bed...anymore.
Second, today (yesterday) i realized i have some great friends and some people who would really like to be my friend. What I mean by that is some time's i think my "best friends'" boyfriends are trying harder to be my friend than some of my "best" friends. Hence the quotation marks around best.
I also sometimes wonder if B and i have only been best friends for all this time because it's convenient to have ur best friend live so close, then there are days like today (yesterday) and I remember y she truly is my very best friend. Her boyfriend, K, and I had a nice lil chat last night. He wants to be in good standing w/ her friends and family, let's just leave it at that cuz the rest of that sentence is not mine to share. But if u saw him and never got to know him u would never guess his personality. He's like a coconut, he's rough on the outside but i suspect deep down he's just a big softie, especially when it comes to B.
When it comes to S, she is a good friend too and she's smart which can be useful not that that is the only reason why im friends w/ her. I go to S w/ my probs (well her and J but we'll get to her later) as well as she AND her boyfriend, D, come to me. It's nice to have people who want to know what i have to say. and they seem like they'd be great together once they get those fixed.
Now to J&M; they have a relationship like no one I've ever met, they were made for each other and I've said that from the very beginning and while J hasn't always had the best relationships and M well, really hasn't had any from my understanding, u'd think they'd been together for years rather than 7ish months, i love them. but don't misunderstand me they have their problems too but the probs are normally over stupid stuff like who's paying and if its over bigger stuff they talk to each other about it, which i find is a good way to solve things.
Internal communication and external help are both good ways to solve problems. Thing i also love about J is she's always there for me, no matter how many times im say im not going to talk about something or someone she doesn't seem to mind letting me and i know she can draw from her own experience and thats why i try my best to listen to her and y i go to her.
I don't mind helping my friends some times but other times i wish they'd think about what could possibly be going on in my life and maybe try to solve it themselves but that is where praying for patience comes into the picture for me cuz that is my biggest struggle with things.
Back to friends being great, remember how i said no one ever bother's to get in their cars and come see me well i was wrong a very dear friend of mine is trying to find the time to come see me, he's a great guy. STOP, i know what ur thinking and NO it's not like that, he's more of an older brother than any kind of romantic interest and he has a gf. and while yes at first i'll admit i thought i might have had feelings for him but i don't see him that way anymore haven't since like november. Im not sure if i like his gf or not yet but im still getting to know her, so we'll see. she seems nice and she seems to understand that he and i are just friends, it's a weird friendship but a friendship is what it is none the less. I don't know what ill do my junior year w/o out all the friends im making, i mean yeah sure some of them will still be around but many of them will be graduating this coming year, him being one of them. and yeah there's the little fact that i don't plan on being here that fall (Australia fall 2012 or bust) but still.
Anyway im kinda aching all over so i think im gonna try to head to bed early tonight and yes i do consider 1:20 am early, earlier than 4am. lol Insomnia is a pain.

I don't condone the use of guns for anything especially for sport but if he wants to go shoot and be shot at by someone w/ an airsoft gun, who am i to stop him?

Nights like tonight

Or should I say mornings like this morning lol, anyway they're the reason i started the blog so i'd have somewhere to put down the thoughts that keep me awake to the wee hours of the morning. I want to sleep so I can get up before noon tomorrow and go see my best friend, Brittany, she had foot surgery and is stuck in bed. Her boyfriend, Koda and I are both going over, supposing it's ok w/ her mom. It's probably the one place on earth (when I'm home, outside my house) I don't have to ask my mom if I can go but I still need to make sure her om's ok w/ me coming over and i don't remember a time it hasn't been. Many of u r wondering, how do i get there if i don't have a car or a license for that matter, thats the beauty of it, my best friend lives .3 miles from me, its about a 5 minute walk unless i don't cut across in front of our elementary school. Ah school, the one thing that always seems to divide us figuratively and literally; well there are a few other things too but that wasn't the point.


Another thing i think about a lot is my friends in Cincy, i miss them like crazy, i don't get that expression, but my mother and fate seems insistent on keeping me from seeing them. The school year starts in 64 days and I move back in exactly 60 days (2 months!!) then there's a football game the next day and then Micah comes home from Germany the following Monday and then Tuesday will be the last day of summer vacation before lessons start for me at 8am on Wednesday.


I wish my friends would realize how much effort I'm putting into trying to see them and get in their cars and come see me, urg!! I mean I get that they have to work and that an hour is a lot of gas but seriously it's the same distance for me and it's not my gas i'd be using. I'd love to go up to TC and see the guys (& girls) on project up there but that's a seven and i think half hour drive. But speaking of friends Jessica is coming to see me on her way down to Cincy, isn't that nice of her?


Fair starts Friday and I'll get to see Melissa show if I can find a ride there. I know it seems like not having my license is really inconvenient but it wouldn't matter cuz I don't have a car either.
Anyway it'll be nice to see someone from Cincy again, even though Matt lives close enough to come see me too, he hasn't and in turn Jacque's come to see him but he failed to mention hey maybe she'd like to see Sara or vise versa. It's w/e, but just FYI i'd love to have seen both of them :(




I guess that's about all that's on my mind. good night :o

Robs likes her fruits (any plant w/ the seed on the inside), at least green beans anyway

Drawing

I've never been the best at drawing but this summer hasn't been super exciting and i need something to do. I know what ur thinking get a job, well i've tried; wal*mart, meijer, target, kroger, kmart, several vet clinics, and the list goes on and on. There are 66 days left until lessons (as the rallycats would say cuz we always have class, lol) start, 61 until i move into my new dorm with Brittany, Taylor, and Ceara. That should be fun, they all seem fairly nice. Taylor's a little weird but variety is the spice of life. Anyway back to drawing, I've always been the creative one of my siblings. In the past I've made jewelry, clay figures, sewing pilows and a baby blanket if i get it done before September, and a little bit of painting here and there but most of all I love to color. And I know what ur gonna say "but Sara everyone loves to color" and to that i would reply, no, not everyone does and i don't mean in coloring books but if they're around i'll color them, i prefer to color things i draw. As much as i hate having to wash the lead off my hands i love the skill it takes to not blend pencil and colored pencil or to smear the pencil which i didn't do to well on w/ some of my recent pics but some turned out great.

Cover, I'm making a book of them; while some people are away on project I'm creating my own.

Ellen's, i had a feeling she was going to need something to cheer her up and then about an hour after i started his she posted that she had had car trouble and she's never had car trouble, I was meant to be drawing this for her so I'm going to keep drawing and see who else's day I can make.

I find it uncanny that they both have a Bichon.

They both worked at Kings Island and the taco is an inside joke...kinda, well not really I just really like tacos and Scott likes to tease me about it.

Urf!! Chris is weird but mostly he was dying to see the manatees when we went to the zoo for MY birthday and when we got over there, they weren't even in their pool, lol serves him right, i didn't want to see any stinking manatee but for him w/e.

This is the pic I was talking about I messed up Andrew's name and if it hadn't taken me two and a half hours to get the Bearcat the way i wanted, i might redo it...still might.

She loves her Apple products, me I'd prefer a Toshiba Tablet PC, I write a lot faster than i type but maybe this blog will change that, i doubt it.

 

I have some very musically inclined friends, these three and then some.

Brought to you in part by Will's old profile pic :)

Only a few people I know that love UC as much as Tiff, gonna miss her next year (not this coming year but the one after)

Such a sad day when you lose a best friend but I got him another one, they can't be replaced but maybe this will help the underwater basket weaving extraordinaire's mood.

 

Every artist needs a palette and brush.

She passed, YAY!!! and now she looooves math, jk. I <3 u, Brittany.

Such a jokester, but basically a pretty good guy.

Got to love Bearcat Football...players :) lol

They met at school,
what better to put in the middle than Cap's logo,
oh idk how about ANYTHING!!!
stupid helmet.

They met at school,
what better to put in the middle than WSU's logo,
oh idk how about ANYTHING!!!
What's a raider anyway?!?

I love her even if I have to share her with her phone, talk about some serious C.P.A. (Cell Phone Addiction)