Nights like tonight

Or should I say mornings like this morning lol, anyway they're the reason i started the blog so i'd have somewhere to put down the thoughts that keep me awake to the wee hours of the morning. I want to sleep so I can get up before noon tomorrow and go see my best friend, Brittany, she had foot surgery and is stuck in bed. Her boyfriend, Koda and I are both going over, supposing it's ok w/ her mom. It's probably the one place on earth (when I'm home, outside my house) I don't have to ask my mom if I can go but I still need to make sure her om's ok w/ me coming over and i don't remember a time it hasn't been. Many of u r wondering, how do i get there if i don't have a car or a license for that matter, thats the beauty of it, my best friend lives .3 miles from me, its about a 5 minute walk unless i don't cut across in front of our elementary school. Ah school, the one thing that always seems to divide us figuratively and literally; well there are a few other things too but that wasn't the point.


Another thing i think about a lot is my friends in Cincy, i miss them like crazy, i don't get that expression, but my mother and fate seems insistent on keeping me from seeing them. The school year starts in 64 days and I move back in exactly 60 days (2 months!!) then there's a football game the next day and then Micah comes home from Germany the following Monday and then Tuesday will be the last day of summer vacation before lessons start for me at 8am on Wednesday.


I wish my friends would realize how much effort I'm putting into trying to see them and get in their cars and come see me, urg!! I mean I get that they have to work and that an hour is a lot of gas but seriously it's the same distance for me and it's not my gas i'd be using. I'd love to go up to TC and see the guys (& girls) on project up there but that's a seven and i think half hour drive. But speaking of friends Jessica is coming to see me on her way down to Cincy, isn't that nice of her?


Fair starts Friday and I'll get to see Melissa show if I can find a ride there. I know it seems like not having my license is really inconvenient but it wouldn't matter cuz I don't have a car either.
Anyway it'll be nice to see someone from Cincy again, even though Matt lives close enough to come see me too, he hasn't and in turn Jacque's come to see him but he failed to mention hey maybe she'd like to see Sara or vise versa. It's w/e, but just FYI i'd love to have seen both of them :(




I guess that's about all that's on my mind. good night :o

Robs likes her fruits (any plant w/ the seed on the inside), at least green beans anyway