He can be absolutely amazing at times and that leads me to absolute confusion. Two friends and I rented a car and went on a road trip for 6 days. Well we got back Tuesday and had to return the car on Thursday. So Wed. night i asked if he wanted to meet up when we returned the car, because he happens to live in the city we got the car from. He said yeah so we met up with him and he had bought me a daisy. (aww cute!!, yes i know) ------------------------------------------->
Well before I left I was pretty sure we were just friends because that's what we had agreed to but now idk if i should take it as a romantic gesture or as a friendly one. Knowing me of course I'm not taking it as a friendly gesture because he could have bought our other friends flowers too if he was just being a friend. I absolutely love that he bought me a flower, don't get me wrong but should i take it as a sign that he doesn't just want to be friends, anymore? Should i get him something, it'll be about the same amount of time until i see him again. I just don't know.
UPDATE:
He came back early, he walked into the common room and was like "this girl!!" (which i is
better than brah or man) and then he was like "how are you?" I said good
and he went off an a semi-tangent "good, just good? not i missed you,
glad you came back early?" "I ended my holiday early, came back just to
see you...I'm just kidding, it's good that your good" before i had the
chance to tell him that everything he had said had just run through my
mind, a "friend" of ours walked in and started talking to us. I use
quotes because he's friends with the guy and i'm nice to him and the
guy considers me a friend but he kinda creeps me (and other girls) out. So yeah he said he was kidding but as the old saying goes "behind every joke is a grain of truth" or something like that.
He promised me a while ago after being rude that he'd by me ice cream
and it's been a running joke. so tuesday he and i went out to this
look out thing and then w/o it even being brought up he took me to
hungry jacks (australia's burger king) and bought us sundaes. I just don't know where we stand anymore.
So this boy is completely confusing me. Sometimes we are really on the same page like when he only wants it to be just us then at the same time he's not affectionate at all. Take last night for example, we went to the club and I kept trying to stand next to him and then he'd walk away. While there he held up a drink coaster that said hold me but he never wants/tries to hold my hand. We got back to ihouse and he whisper/asks to me do i want to watch youtube videos with him in the red room. Then makes it seem like he doesn't want me to. Then while we are we start talking about me leaving and he tells me he'll be pissed (his words, not mine) if he doesn't get to be at the airport when i leave, to which of course i told him i wouldn't want to (leave w/o him there). Then i try to lean against him and he keeps moving. It seems like his biggest problem is with touching and that's weird too because he seems ok with him touching me in a teasing way just not me touching him in a flirtatious way. Although, he was ok with me laying on him after gala and seems ok with me laying my head on his shoulder every now and then. I just wish I knew where he stood. He even asked me to go for a walk last week but all we did is walk and talk, we didn't hold hands or even stop and look at the beach. Mostly i wish he would just sit down next to me one night and grab my and like he did so many weeks ago... a back massage and some ice cream would be nice too but i'd settle for just him holing my hand.
