Epiphany/Realization

Do something to better yourself for someone else and people will be all over u telling u not to change for someone else, but do something to change that is neither good nor bad for u just different and no one says oh u dont need to change or even questions why u r really doing it.
Dont get me wrong my reasons for not getting on FB are honest and clearly stated but why should i? NO ONE has asked me why i feel the need to do this, no one even tried to stop me. FB is one of the only ways i keep in touch w/ everyone I know, friends, family, and even my bff's bfs.
I'm not saying i shouldn't scale down the time im on but seriously no one even tried to stop me. Someone saying "don't do this, when will we talk?" would have been touching. i mean i get my best friends not saying anything, one can't get online, one was at work all day, one's probably still wrapped up in her bf, who btw probably cant tell u my last name off the top of his head, and the other besides being busy getting ready for fair knows that i probably would have tried it whether she tried to stop me or not. So yesterday (technically) i made it 11/13 hours that i was awake without being on FB and that i say is an accomplishment. I learned more about one friend yesterday than i would have if id been on FB so that was nice but i didn't really talk to anybody for very long and as introverted as i am i NEED to chat w/ someone at some point during the day or i will really come down w/ cabin fever
this past year ive really broken out of my shell but i still have a very long way to go. sure i can speak to a guy that i have a huge crush on, heck even hang out w/ him and keep the conversation going but put me in a room full of people even if the are all good friends of mine, ill probably stick to talking to the friend im closest with. i hate public speaking but this year has forced me to step up on that too. so in order to keep from sliding back to where i was, i need to be social and since i can't visit people that means chatting of facebook and liking and commenting and just generally chilling in a social network environment. so yes im on FB a lot and i haven't done a lot w/ my summer but i feel i have grown a lot and the lack of experiences will give me more opportunity to listen to the stories my friends will have to share and i am GREAT at listening.
I can't wait for September!!