ugh!! so i didn't last very long, i got on to see what my sister-in-law, Christie, said about the baby (which is my one exception), she has/had an appointment today, haven't heard anything about that yet...mainly cuz i haven't checked but i couldn't resist i check my notifications and im glad and upset that i did,
1st - glad: i'm glad i did because a friend of mine tagged me in a note and what she said was...well it was nice but now im kinda curious what she meant
2nd - upset: i couldn't make it 20 mins after waking up w/o checking
I know this is going to take some time but maybe i shouldn't start off with no FB at all, maybe i should start with chatting only after 7pm, only one status a day and maybe only checking notifications when i get up and right before i go to bed? that sounds more reasonable, dont u think? i think its a lil insane to stat off w/ absolutely no FB cuz as we've seen i can't do that. I think over time i'll be able to do it but not right now, not starting out, that was a lil too ambitious of me.
Ah, me :)
ReplyDeleteWhat I mean by what I wrote is that I can clearly see that you are a very sweet girl, you are fiercely loyal to your friends, and you know who you are and you're not afraid to be yourself and speak your mind. I respect all of these things about you, because it takes someone special to be able to be so comfortable in their own skin. However, I've also noticed that sometimes in your interactions you come off a little more harsh that you may mean to be. The content of what you are saying is right and just, but it just seems like sometimes you may be a little harder on people, especially in someplace as public as Facebook. I also read your blog and see how you struggle with indecision, but that's a part of growing. College is where you really become yourself..you're open to a whole new world of activities and people and freedom. You're given the opportunity to pursue the things YOU want to pursue and surround yourself with the people YOU want to be around. If someone doesn't treat you right, you don't need them in your life, as hard as it may be to let them go. Bottom line is, you should be happy and friendships and relationships work both ways. I'd hate to see you get hurt or walked on by someone who doesn't appreciate how truly special and unique you are.