It's a serious question, it's just one of the many things I was thinking about in the shower tonight. I noticed I use a ton, probably more than you. Another thought was why I'd never heard the song that was playing, that's right I was listening to music while I showered. BTW I now love that song, That's Why God Made Me by Shannon Walker. Also did some thinking about what to get Baby B and as much I say I don't want to spend any more money, I want to get her something. I'm leaning heavily towards books, it's the one thing I don't think she has and I know of some great ones (The Very Hungry Caterpillar is one of my favorites). In 5 days my brother, Baby B, and my sister-in-law will be here and I've only met Christie once and never seen Brooke, but from her facebook posts I'd think we'd get a long but I'm not sure. As for Brooke, I'm nervous, sure, lil kids love me but they normally have to reach a certain age first, it's about a year to a year and a half, so 4 months is a lil young but from what I can tell she's a generally happy baby so it should be okay but I just know Ally is going to be even more annoying/aggravating than I've ever seen her. I swear sometimes she forgets that Brooke does have other aunts and I honestly don't get her obsession because she doesn't like any of the other lil kids/babies in the family. I have a theory it's all because she wants Jason and Christie to like her so bad that she's acting out of character. But I think the first time something sets her off they'll see the real her and why I hope Christie likes all of us I don't think it's fair for Christie to not get to know the real us. I mean don't get me wrong Ally isn't a terrible person she's just not the best person and while no one is perfect she could be a bit better or try harder to not let every little thing get to her or let someone else have a little bit of attention w/o getting all huffy and puffy. She actually complained over Thanksgiving break that any time I come home it becomes all about me, just because we were looking for tennis shoes for my poor boot confined feet...which i did finally find BTW. I mean I was home for all of 4 days and she was upset that my mom wanted to find me shoes and get me food, yes she is that selfish, but I've learned to live with it. She also has an attitude problem and when she's mean she doesn't think it will have repercussions. She also doesn't understand why my oldest sister and I don't like spending time with her. Technically I can't speak for Victoria but I don't because she can't just sit and be pleasant for more than maybe 30 minutes at the most. I know this all sounds like I'm jealous or something but I swear that's how she is, always has been.
Anyway back to my thoughts. I was thinking about it and I've decided (again) to stop trying to force a relationship to happen. Obviously God has a better idea and I'm about 95% sure he'll bring that guy into my life when it is best. So school among other things will be my concern, I'm going to try and make Indy CC 10x better than last years Fall-Get-Away; I'd say this year's but that wouldn't be hard seeing as how this year's did not live up to my expectations and even kind of disappointed me. It had some good points as things with Cru always do, but IDK it just kind of sucked, I don't know if it was me or something else but last year was definitely better. Although, I didn't really enjoy Indy last year either, well we're gonna change that this year. Another thought, it's a wonder i have any hair left on my head, I pull out more hair by brushing and washing it than my dad has on his entire head; same goes for my dog, I brushed him out a little bit today and I sear I could have made a chihuahua out of the amount of fur he had on him; he really suffers when I'm not home. Sure, he gets fed and love but no one really walks him or brushes him out. IDK what will happen next year when Im gone for four months. I've also decided I'd like to spend the week (or a few days) after I get back in Cincy with my friends or the week (or a few days) before exams down there which ever is earlier or if they're the same, depends on how the whole semesters thing works. Oh and 14 days 'til Memphis and the Liberty Bowl, can't wait for the Bearcats to show Vanderbuilt what Cincy's all about. I smell a championship, but that might just be my hair...mmm minty eucalyptus. =)
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