Engagements

Two down in a week (three in a year), two more to go...that I know of. I'm so happy for my friends. And while I AM happy for them and all the other new relationships blossoming in my friends' lives and while I'm trying like crazy to let Him handle it and not worry about it I can't help but wonder when my turn will come. I've literally been in formed of two engagements in the last 2-3 days. I know of two more that I'm about 90% sure will happen within the next 6-7 months, at least one. And that's all great, then add the new relationships one I learned of recently, the other just a few weeks old, again good for them. Just has me wondering "Why not me?" and I know I'm not the only one who has those thoughts and I know it's all part of a bigger plan but still doesn't make it any easier. I'm honestly going crazy waiting for one of those proposals, which is interesting because if it's bugging me, I can't imagine how much it's bugging her. I was asked a little more than a week ago if I thought they were ready and I answered "I do" and I believe that but at the same time it makes me wonder what's holding him back. I've been getting to know him more this year and I'm learning that he does nothing (almost nothing) without a reason. But he's got me curious as to the reason. I really don't see the point in waiting any longer, I mean under the circumstances is it really even necessary, might as well just do it already. As for me though, patience is something I need a heavy dose of. I need to learn to trust and wait. But like Hunter Hayes says "Everybody's got somebody but me."

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