School

As Christmas approaches, so does going back to school. That in itself is not a bad thing, i cant wait to hang with my friends, live with the girls, and get on a schedule but i'm afraid once school starts i'm going to get really busy. That wouldn't be so bad if my boy weren't on the other side of the world meaning we have a limited window of time to talk. I feel like we're in a really good spot now that he's admitted how he feels and I hate the idea of us drifting apart because I'm busy with school and my friends here. It's happened before, i got busy with papers and my life in oz and i stopped talking to people here at home. Heck there are some people I never talked to while i was over there, some because i didn't try and others because they didn't but I hope we both make an effort to try and stay in touch. I'm scared even more that when he goes back to school and ihouse that he'll meet someone new and he'll be busy with school so he won't even tell me or he won't know how to tell me. I'm scared we won't make it to may and that I'll fail ochem and my parents will use that as an excuse to keep me here. I hate being scared.