February

It's been a week and IDK i guess sometimes I just hate hearing "it's a public forum, you can't/shouldn't post stuff like that" so I wasn't in the mood to share my thoughts and OPINIONS. But anyway Feb. is a month that I've never really cared for, it's got a weird # of days, it celebrates dead guys and love, and there's normally terrible weather. Only difference this year is the weather has been pretty nice so far. It's been an okay week. I met some girls from Indiana, one of whom may be coming to UC, got to hang with friends and play with a bunny. But on the other hand I also feel like I haven't had time to just lie around and be lazy, sure it's not a necessity but I enjoy having a day to do nothing...by myself. From homework, to hanging with friends, to sporting events, it's just been non-stop. I love hanging with my friends and no one forced me to or to go to the basketball game but I wanted too, however, I just want things to slow down a bit. I have online hw, paper hw, an essay, and a movie all for spanish, chem hw, 4 bio hws, chem lab report and hw and then at some point (before thursday) I need to look at calc. IDK how I'll get through this all but I'm trying and I was even responsible. All of the above is due some point between now and Friday and I've already gotten the spanish hw, 1 of the bio hws, and the lab report done (all today). That only leaves the essay, the paper hw, and the movie for spanish, chem hw, 3 of the bio hws, and my lab hw. It sounds like I still have a lot but the lab report and online hw were probably going to take the longest, 2 of the bio hws aren't open yet, the movie is more of an in class/ kinda outside class thing, and the others I'm just tired.
Sunday was the Superbowl (again as you know) and my friends decided to have a party at their house, so I walked over to their house (it was still light out and it's not that far, don't worry) and that was fun-ish, I sat amongst the guys so I didn't hear a word the announcers said all night but that was okay, the guys kept me entertained. I  have never seen guys talk so much about other stuff besides the game during a football game. Afterwards while getting ready to leave, He piped up and asked if anyone needed a ride, I thought our friend said he did and he lives in the dorm next to mine so I told Him I did too (this way he could just drop us both off and two people wouldn't have to drive over, not that its that far but still) anyway i guess our friend found a different way back, so I ended up riding back to campus with Him...alone it was actually kind of nice, it was a lot like old times, we talked about school and it wasn't really all that awkward, i mean He's never made it awkward, that's always been my doing but it seemed like old times, it was nice. He probably never thinks about it but I do a lot and it's just hard letting go...but I think I'm doing better than I have in the past, I think part of what's making it a lil bit easier is His personality. Just taking it one day at a time, and school is helping, this quarter's been crazy (look almost full circle). One day, I'll look back and think to myself I'm glad I have/had friends like Him who let me be myself and didn't let little things ruin a friendship.
However, all that said I still don't want to be alone on Valentine's day :(