Just for me but ur welcome to read

Dear Someone Special,

I can't stand not telling you the truth, any longer. It's not exactly that I'm flat out lying to you but rather that I'm hiding things from you and it's killing me so I'm just going to lay it out there, I like you. The question isn't why do i like you so much but rather why wouldn't i like you, you're amazing, you're funny, you're smart, you're a christian, i feel like we agree a lot and yet can still have our difference of opinions. I honestly can't think of one thing I don't like about you, except that I don't have the slightest clue how you feel. You make it impossible to tell, you're nice to everyone and seem to really care about your friends, me included. Even if you don't like me, I know you care about me and I think I can live with that. More important to me than you liking me back is that our friendship remain intact. Your friendship means more to me than a relationship with you. I tried to convince myself that I could like someone else but I find myself comparing every guy to you and none of them hold a candle to you. You're one of the few people I know that can make me feel better when life seems to be at its worst, whether it's making me laugh or just talking about whats bothering me, which we haven't gotten to do a whole lot this year. I miss talking to you. I miss you in general, I see you at least once a week and everyday I don't I miss you. And as co-dependent as that sounds it's only because I like you so much. It's like...well have you ever wanted someone so much it hurts? Your lips keep trying to speak but you just can't find the words to tell it like it is. That's how I've felt since about the beginning of last year. I did get a bit distracted for a while and although he was a great guy (still is) he's nothing compared to you and that never would have worked and I realize that more and more everyday. Like I said though, I think I'd be OK with you not liking me back, I just want to know how you feel.

Lovingly,
Sara

PS. I'd also like to talk more because friends should talk and we are friends.