Future

So i was going to use this time to take a nap because I'm exhausted but lately I've been thinking about my future. My degree, going to vet school, Australia, just future in general. J keeps bringing up how her wedding seems to be getting farther and farther away and, every day seems like July is right around the corner. Last night I had the pleasure of sitting between two of my favorite guys on the planet. They both graduate this year, so their lives are focused on future plans and becoming part of the real world/working force. They won't be in school much longer and are in the process of making some major life choices. I think they are both doing a fairly good job too but personally the thought of making those life choices right now scares me to death. I'm afraid, I don't know what I'll do with my life if I don't get into vet school, I don't want a degree in bio because I have no clue what I would do with it if I don't get in. The thought of trying to figure out where I'll be living next year and trying to find a full time job to support myself, those are very scary thoughts. I know what you're thinking, well Sara it's a very good think you've got over two years to figure it out then, isn't it? And yeah it is but at the same time, I don't think I think about it all that much and I feel like I should be, this is my future I'm talking about. Sitting between them and thinking about all they have to be trying to figure out just kind of brought this to my attention. Along with J's consistent talk of her future. The very first thing that brought it up though was my chem grade, I thought I was going to have to drop chem, but I don't have any time to retake it unless I didn't go to Australia so that was going to drastically change my plans for next year. I won't have to retake it and I'm going to come out with a fairly decent grade so all that is okay but then the rest of the week happened and it just got me thinking.