Fall Get Away 2011

I loved fall get away last year, it was amazing and it came just when i needed it the most, so u could imagine my anticipation for it this year when i figured out a way to go. WELL i sadly was disappointed, sure there were some fun times and all-in-all it was still a good weekend. However, i didn't connect with anyone the way i did last year and definitely did not feel His presence. It was nice to get away from campus, classes, and my roommates and to see the horses but i was hoping for soo much more. It's partly my fault but still. I was hoping to get to finally sit down and talk to Janie about everything that's been on my mind and heart, well that didn't happen, mainly cuz i never asked her if we could. I was also hoping id get to spend time with him and maybe even get the opportunity to talk to him and let him know how i feel. That didn't happen mostly because he was always doing something else the one time i could have asked him if we could talk there were too many other people around but we still had a nice moment...i thought it was nice. My biggest problem with this weekend was i just didn't feel like i belonged there. I kept thinking about Brittany wanting me to come home, the game next weekend, and how unfair/inconvenient it is that my computer is still broken. I had a nice chat with Micah at Wendy's on our way back to campus and that was probably one of the high lights of my weekend. I feel like nothing exactly went wrong but nothing was all that good too and i still kinda feel like i have no one i can tell all of this to because everyone is soo busy with their own problems and boyfriends and other things. Shelby was trying to get me to talk and if i really felt comfortable i could probably tell her all this but i don't feel ready to lay all of this on her. I really enjoyed the end of the bonfire though, it was nice standing around the fire with friends, enjoying the beautiful nature God put around us and watching the guys toss around hot coals. lol