Year #2

Well today (technically) is the eve of my return to Cincy and while I'm excited, I'm also anxious. It feels like Cincy is going on about it's day to day life while I'm up here frozen in time. I think the last of my friends moved back down there last week and it'll be weird them having spent so much time together and then me trying to jump into the mix. I guess I kinda know how Janie must have felt this past spring but she got to visit every now and then but still. I know they're good people and they'd never intentionally isolate me and I'm sure there's a few that will be excited to see me, i mean i don't know anyone who will be upset to see me, lol, but from things that have been said and done i know some missed me more than others. Anyway, year 2 will be different than 1 in many ways, I AM going to focus on school more and a job is already in the line up (whether it's a paying job or not is yet to be determined). I know last year I was nervous about leaving Shiloh & Britt and i am this year too but fro completely different reasons. Last year i was nervous because they're the best friends i have, this year I'm nervous cuz Shiloh hurt his foot and its a huge sign that he's getting older and his body isnt springing back as well. Now some of u might be wondering why i care SO much about my dog, well  let me put it this way, some people tear up or get a catch in their throat at the thought of losing a grandparent, well i lost both of my grandfathers in high school and i didn't cry but the mere thought of Shiloh...you know well that makes me tear up. Animals have just always meant more to me; that and i never really knew either of my grandfathers, we weren't close, blame it on growing up in a different state. As for Britt well i feel like she needs me and by going back to school i won be as accessible to help her, I've always helped her. But i did say i was excited too. Room/suite -mates this year, friends from the start, a different house to visit everyday of the week...if they'd let me lol. I just feel like this is gonna be a good year. Yep, I can see this being a GREAT year, but i don't have any expectations, haha.