So I've decided to forget about each previous day and start every day thinking only about that day and what lays ahead. With that in mind a quick not on the past, yesterday despite being Monday was actually a relatively good day. Today has been pretty good, too. I had class and then I ate lunch with Jessica, Janie's roommate from last year, i like her; well her and a guy from her calculus class, he was cute think he said his name was Brett. Anyway so lunch was good and my 3 classes' hw from yesterday i got done in about 2 hours so now im free for the rest of the day and haven't the slightest clue what to do. There's an SI session at 4:30 for bio but i feel like so far i'm in a good place, it's chem i'm a confused by but once i get a book im sure it'll make more sense. there's a soccer game tomorrow, along w/ Cru, and biology club, don't know how much i'll do but could be helpful to check out bio club.
One thing i really want to do right now is sit down and have a chat with j or d or even s about some stuff that's running through my head. Actually i should probably talk to the person it involves but i don't want to seem like I'm dredging up the past. I know that it would be helpful to just get someone else's opinion. But everyone just seems so busy, that is everyone who already knows about the situation seems so busy. What i need is a new situation, one that doesn't involve the people from last year. Someone new to focus on, someone that isn't afraid of and is ready for a relationship. But as I've told my bff that is not my focus...that can't be my focus, not with school and finding a job.
So anyway I think i'm done thinking for now, this killed about 30 minutes yay!!
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