For weeks all that's been on my mind has been going to Australia and I've been doing an incredible job of keeping it off of thinking about everyone I'm leaving behind. Of course there's my bff, M&J , and my new gang but i can deal with not seeing them because i know they'll keep in touch. But there are two people I'm going to miss like crazy and I can't help but break down every time I think about it because one has been so busy with his new life that he can't even be bothered to reply to my fb messages or texts and I doubt we'll talk while I'm over there and it's even more doubtful I'll see him when I get back. Most of all though i'm gonna miss HIM. Yeah, i think i have feelings for someone else and the new guy is great but like i said he'll keep in touch but HE's just a busy guy. If i don't say something to HIM it's doubtful HE'll say something. I just...HE's just...well HE's HIM and if you saw HIM the way i do u'd get it. I'm gonna miss HIM so much and HE just doesn't get what he does to me. How much i like just being around HIM, HIS voice, the way HE flipped HIS hair when it was long and the way he always has a knit cap now. Damn!! I hate HIM so much for doing this to me but it's not really HIS fault. I'm gonna miss him. :'(
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